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Unrecorded Songs
the titles in "quotation marks" are not necessarily permanent... it's just what we call them because, quite frankly, we don't have another name for them yet
constant search for hope
Verse I:
The light falls dim at the end of the tunnel
(and my life falls short at the back of my skull)
The yellow lines of hope are fading faster all the time
(And the night looks so dark that I think I could die)
The feelings of a knife through the front of my heart
(And the triumphs of depression as I finally fall apart)
Chorus:
And I'm looking for a glimpse of your love
(And I'm finding a way out of this world)
Verse II:
All the blood and all the tears that fall from my eyes
(Aren't enough to overpower the sound of my cries)
The air falls upon me with a beautiful silence tonight
(And I think that I can almost feel your presence)
The struggles of my life leave me torn and broken
oncoming train
Intro:
Hope in the dark, abysmal sea is a light pointed directly at your feet
So when you look down while you are falling to your death
You will know that at least you have something to stand on
Chorus :
You've been lying but (I don't wanna go.)
Who are you to say (I'm feeling empty?)
And I don't know (where you've been before.)
You've been lying and (I'm feeling empty.)
I don't wanna go (where you've been before.)
Who are you to say (what I don't know?)
Verse I :
Cold moon (and soft stars)
this will end soon
(Warm light) and night sky
(this will not die)
All I had was all I wanted but
all I wanted was (nothing)
Verse II :
Young dreams (die hard)
Old dreams (don't die)
What's old becomes new once forgotten
(then remembered)
forgotten
(again)
Cold moon (night sky)
I will (not die)
Outro:
Darkened blanket, speckled white
We crawl together through pitch-black night
Snot-filled lips drip on the phone
Where were you while I was alone?
"mr. big stuff"
I'll say goodbye (one more time)
And hope that it hurts more (than your lies)
I let myself fall for your smile
(But I won't let myself fall this far)
(Your bright eyes) can't fill your empty words
One last fall to remind me that I lost it all
Now you are the biggest mistake
That I've had to learn not to make
I let myself fall for your smile
(But I won't let myself fall this far)
(Your bright eyes) can't fill your empty words
no reason to hold on
Just remember to bite your tongue
Right before you fall asleep
And there's no time for scars
Because your cut just bleeds
You're bleeding for me
It takes everything I have to make this
(And everything you have to fake it)
Now if I could, (you know I would)
I'd fit my arm right down your throat
And reach right in (and watch you cringe)
As I pull your heart right out
(Maybe then) you'll see what I mean
(When I say) there's no reason to hold on
(If you're already gone) If you're already gone
Sometimes It feels like we've grown up
Sometimes It feels like we haven't grown enough
A Glorious Victory
In this glorious end of undying sorrow i find
a brighter tonight through a dying tomorrow.
The sweat soaked collar bleeds my despair
and i cant steady these shaking fingers
as the knife spells out my bloody fate, the
final chapter in this novel is written - like
a shattered nightmare to the same old love story
A life measure by its disappointments adds
up to this outcry for hope.
Reaching out for a someone, finding no one
my blood stained fingers seal my lonesome end,
a life of quiet desperation, and letters i didnt send.
Gasping, choking, barely breathing
was i just too blind to see,
or did my true love
just kill me?
Gasping, choking, barely breathing
"Samba"
(Bloodshot eyes) from the tears that begin to sting like
(Battle cries) pierce through the night with hardly a sound,
just the whimper of fear (as i open my eyes i find) you're not here
(Spotless floors) lead up to a room that's filled with
(Empty drawers) pushed to a corner where you used to sleep
the room is rearranged (so i open my eyes to find) you have changed
Chorus:
Why should i trust your lies after all that you've put me through
Tag my toe and close the door, i already feel dead to you
(All your lies) are more than enough to fuel the fire of
(All my cries) always seem to fall upon deaf ears because
i've been screaming so long (when i open my eyes i find) you are gone
(I'm breathing) just soft enough to keep my heart
(From bleeding) comes the only thing i've grown to love
pain too heavy to bear (makes me open my eyes to find) you don't care
Chorus:
An open door leads to a bloodstained floor
where i couldn't take it anymore